if only i did not made the biggest gamble of my life, she is still yours.
if only i delayed it for another day or two, she is still yours.
if only i have endured a bit longer, she is still yours.
if only i hanged on a bit longer, she is still yours.
if only time can turned back, she is still yours.
but i knew it is mission impossible.
impossible.
alas.
i still madly love her.
still.
not because she will be the last one, no.
no,
really,
i truly love her.
you see, when she is with you, you did not treasure her.
only when she is gone, you will cherish this relationship.
however, it is good as gone.
sign.
she is such a plesant girl.
why i did this to her?
why?
she told me that i will regret it for the rest of my life.
yes, i did.
i will really regret.
she is right.
all i can say is:
sign...