it has not been easy

last year has been a tough year.
i have injuries on my right ankle and could not jog for a year.
i changed to walking instead.
i walked and walked and walked for two to three hours.
things have changed but my heart has not.
it is still the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow.

that year, i also gave up the girl i loved and as days passed, i realized that she was not the one.
i have not been in love that deep before, and realized the complications.
now i do know.

no matter what has happened, come what may.

single

guessed that i will be single.
of course, i do love company, someone to share our joys and tears.
but i just cannot find the right one.
at my age, it will even difficult and tough.
alas.
guess that i have to give up hope, accept the fact and move on

lifei

i thought that life is purely simple.
just do whatever it takes, but in the end, god has the higher ways than me.
alas.
i have long began to trust in Him more and ever more.
life is like that.