a year later Part II

we have found pieces of notes which we have travelled to malaysia during LNY last year,2010.
it was the beginning of the difficult days and we have no idea how tough it was, until we reached the point.
well, as we laughed at ourselves on the days we cried, sobbed and angry, it was extremely difficult to get rid of the things once it was inside our heart.

but we did, and came out to a changed, new person, indeed.

a year later

time passes quickly and it is already a year.
when we glanced back the difficult days, we can laughed at ourselves and our obsessions in carrying on the relationship, knowing it has no real ending.
so, our valentine day became a sad day, not only for us and her as well.

a year later, we did not speak each other and she had her old Indian boyfriend who will be her 2nd husband. she was separated and had two teenagers.

on the hindsight, why did we get into this mess in the first place?
love.

the pleasure of love last for a moment.

changes

when the things exist, it will change forever, just like love.
when the things do not exist, it do not change.
just like our heart, it will stay the same, yesterday, today and forever.

when things change, our hearts change as well.
that was in the past, and now we have also change.
when things change, our hearts did not change.