love hurts

SORRY TO HER PARENTS

"I've never been more sorry to my parents because they raised me up really well, and because I was disobedient and went out on that one night, that night 5th May 2012, it brought so much pain that there's a long time after that where I couldn't even lie in my bed without feeling like ripping my own skin off because I just couldn't remove myself from what happened to me...


"I just went through really 'hell time' but my family was there for me. It taught me a very expensive lesson. I was far too trusting of my environment in the past 

"Even though 3 years have passed, my life is happy, I've moved on, I have (indistinct) my studies and I just... became a stronger person but I am not going to lie, that there are still nights where I am in bed, even sometimes not alone in bed that I just feel disgusted with myself,

"I am just thankful that I am here today, that I'm still strong and I'm happy and I'm not in depression anymore.  I really just want to put this behind me

heart bypass

our dearest colleague had a heat bypass and it was triple bypass.
he had told us that the stent will collapse one day and was informed that the bypass could last him for another 50 years.
he chosen the latter as he was thinking of himself and his family.
he had a brother who had also problems for the heart few months ago.