talk less

weird dreams

down with flu

2017-another great year yet

thank you

christmas tree II

miss you

i really miss you.

death row

thanking God for giving us chances

we have not been thinking too much when we double-checked and found something not right and reset it to normal.
little did we know that it was activated due to something happened.

and it was not once, but many times indeed.
it was a narrow escape, what else can we say?

Christmas tree

you are not god

there is a person who told us that we are not god.
and in the first place, we have never thought it in our mind, not the faints as well.
we are puzzled by the words and will keep our mouth shut.
there will be no more.

thanks, thanks and thanks

damn lucky

talking

when we talked, it is best to make a big circle before coming to the main point.
for goodness sake, when someone spoke directly, someone will get hurt and became a target easily.
it is best to avoid all conflicts by circle round the circel.

if we could turn back the clock

one wish

if we could have one wish,
we wish to let our dearest mother our remaining lives for her so that she will lives forever.

women

they are the greatest human being we have ever had.
there is no doubt about it, anymore.
what we do is insignificant.

mother said that she is dying

I love you

i will be dead

by then, i will be dead.

i told Michelle that she will live till 60 years old and passed away peacefully.
she replied that she was not peacefully now.
i nodded in response as i knew that she had a lot of problems at hand.

and i continued," by then, i will be dead"
yes, by that time, i will 80 years old and waiting for the day to come.

i told you so

yes, we learned the lesson well.
someone had told us before that she was a different person.
she said it not once but twice but we somehow did not listen.
now we got it.

the real

we have finally the real face of someone whom we loved much.
and alas! it was something depressing and sad as well.
we did see it coming but when she was promoted, she severed all relationships with us and did not talk to us anymore.
now we know and see the face behind the mask.

move on

it is time to move on.
we never knew that it was coming hard on us and it was just matter of time.
it is good that it had finally come and glad that we are being set free, as well.

coming home

mother will be coming home.

fortuante

lucky we are still alive.
and we are delighted that we are alive.
thank you.

sleep

 

after what we have gone through the past couple of days, frankly speaking it was something good and bad at the same time.

it is bad that we have lost something but it is good that it can be solved by monies.

just imagine: if money cannot solve the problem or troubles, what else does?

 

may god bless him forever in good health

may god bless him forever in good health

think of others

real treasrue

the treasure which we always go far away to hunt for it, without realizing that the thing which we would like to find was just very near!

now we know II

 

actually they did not like it in the first place and we have to rethink.

indeed, we are always rejected and now we know why.

now we know

now we know what we have been missing all of lives for all those years.
no wonder we are sometimes dumb.
yes, indeed, we owed many things to the people whom we came across.
now we understand.

fortunate indeed

mother

mother said to us today's afternoon that she is no longer able to scold us because of her health.
it was something which we did not expect and we could see the reasons why.
the maid who was with her did not care about her.
although she may did things which are unreasonable, we will always forgives and forgets as well.
but not the maid.

love hurts

SORRY TO HER PARENTS

"I've never been more sorry to my parents because they raised me up really well, and because I was disobedient and went out on that one night, that night 5th May 2012, it brought so much pain that there's a long time after that where I couldn't even lie in my bed without feeling like ripping my own skin off because I just couldn't remove myself from what happened to me...


"I just went through really 'hell time' but my family was there for me. It taught me a very expensive lesson. I was far too trusting of my environment in the past 

"Even though 3 years have passed, my life is happy, I've moved on, I have (indistinct) my studies and I just... became a stronger person but I am not going to lie, that there are still nights where I am in bed, even sometimes not alone in bed that I just feel disgusted with myself,

"I am just thankful that I am here today, that I'm still strong and I'm happy and I'm not in depression anymore.  I really just want to put this behind me

heart bypass

our dearest colleague had a heat bypass and it was triple bypass.
he had told us that the stent will collapse one day and was informed that the bypass could last him for another 50 years.
he chosen the latter as he was thinking of himself and his family.
he had a brother who had also problems for the heart few months ago.

thanking

it was one of the toughest days we have ever come across and we managed to get over it.
hard-hitting as it seemed to be, we told ourselves to keep on going.
when time felt like dying, it is you who asked us to get up and get it done.

letting it go

just our bad luck to meet someone bad who did not pay up.
furthermore, the person was not a guy.
tough and we have learn the hard way.
and also we have to be patience too.

it was our mistakes too.

a new journey

as our dearest colleagues left for new and greener pastures elsewhere after they have made the hard decisions, finding new frontiers, it was tough for them to leave the place they have been doing it for so many years.
and i wishes them well and good.

nothing is forever

work smart not hard

this morning, we have seen something which we did not realized until we connected the events.
yes, indeed, work hard is okay but we have to work smart as well.
there are things which we have to rethink of our working procedures.
indeed it will be.

endure, and even more endure