Wednesday, April 23, 2014

dear Pale...the letter which cannot be send..




23rd April 2014

Dear Pale,
Never in my mind that I have has thought that it come to past.
I assumed that it would be just a short stay of 4 weeks when we first arrived on 7th march 2014 and rehabilitation so that mother could walk and go home after the recent fall.
It was just a thought, a very simple thought, really.
Never in will it cross my mind that I have expected had it happened to me: falling in love with you.
Seriously, I did not expected to happen in the first place and I also did not truly know how it come about, too.
I just simply do not know.
Or maybe it was just me.
But I do remember the time I fell in love the same old feelings was there: love and pain at the same time together and the yearning and longing to see you.
There is a period of time where I did not get to meet you that I missed you very badly indeed. Although it was just 9 days, to me it was a very long time like 100 years.
Then I realize that I have fallen madly in love with you.
However, I do know that you are married with a loving husband and has two-year son and soon you will be pregnant. You have a good family.
I have to stop myself from falling in love with you: it was not right.
So, here I am, wishes all the best for you, your husband and your family.
Take good care.



Yours truly,

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