another cycle, another cylone

miss

we have been there for over 90 days and we will miss you all when our dearest mother was discharged. it had been an eventful stay not just for her but for all of us as well.
from the deepest of our heart, we said," thank you!"

Heartache

We have been doing the same thing for 3 months and now it will be ending.
We have this unexplained heartache as we know that we will not be seeing them for a long time in future.
Alas.

myanmar girl

each day

posturing

posture

ˈpɒstʃə/

verb

gerund or present participle: posturing

1. 1.

   behave in a way that is intended to impress or mislead.

   "a masking of fear with macho posturing"

   synonyms:

   pose, strike an attitude, put on airs, attitudinize, behave affectedly, strut; More
2. 2.

   archaic

   place (someone) in a particular attitude or pose.

   "and still these two were postured motionless"

This is called posturing, show off and bully the same time. They'll pick those not in a postion to reply and try to run them over in full view of the public. After the show over, they are back into their empty nothingness. These very people should try and do the same to a bus driver in an European city.

truly blessed

truly, without realizing that God had done a great deal of things not just for us but everyone.
truly we are blessed, thanking God for everything.
thank you.

Gone

When you are dead, you cannot take away the things you have.

thanking god

never in our lives without you.
thank you.
thank you for transforming us and allowing us to see and hear unseen things.

thank you.

indonesia domestic helper

just a simple wish: to get a indonesian domestic helper for our dearest mother.

a new beginning

everything starts new.
only when we are given a chance.
and this is the golden opportunity to do so.
we have to thank God as He had given not just one chance but countless.

and that was when we have them.

the blind is me

blind

we have eyes but could not see.
we have ears but could not hear.

we are being led by others to see and hear which are all lies.

going home

mother would like to go home, but could not because she did not have helper.
she has to wait and it was hanging in the air.
this will be one of the toughest period of time which she had to endure, and not just her but all of us as well.

on this day

on this day, we are 53rd years and it was something worth living for. not just for ourselves but for others as well.

life and death

life and death : paper thin.
just 2 days, there are 3 deaths.

going home

mother want to go home.

mother's knee

mother had knee replacement many years ago and did not have any problem till 12th april 2017 when the domestic helper banged her left knee on the wooden door when she was bringing her for a morning bath.
x-ray revealled one piece of wire was torn and we could feel it beneath the skin.
it was very careless of the helper who had worked 4 years here.

life

the end of the road

for our dearest colleague and friend, Sweet who was from Pinas, she had committed something serious.
it was a stunning news which we expected that it will be others.
however, as expected from her track record for the past couple of years, it had been bad.
it came to a full circle.