life is short,

make your life simple.
just by watching the beautiful sky after jogging was one of the simple things i used to do.
it make me realized that life is beautiful and there is someone watching over you, taking care of you.

money cant buy happines

white hair

i have my hair cut once a month.
normally before i went to barber, i would like to cut the white hairs.
last time, there are less, but as i grew older, the white hairs became more and more that i have stop cutting off the white hairs.
now there are countless of white hairs all over our hairs.

people have commented on dyeing the hair, but when we bought them, and mixed them together, the smell was pungent that i decided not to proceed.
i wondered how people would stand the smell.

vagabond

like a wind, i am going to anywhere.
i am a dreamer, just a simple person with simple dreams.

let it all go

love is over

i should not have tell anyone about the girl whom i love.
here, i learned my lesson well.
in the end, love is over.
i have to face the fact, accept it and move on.
then, my heart will be at peace.

feelings

really could feel her happiness in her heart when i smiled at her and she smiled back.
for just few seconds, i could feel her inner joys, delight and cheerful.

the one

in the beginning i am losing.
i know that i will have no chance.
and i knew it.
still, i proceed on.
i am a stubborn person.
like the one whom i loved, i fell in love, yet again.
although i do not know her well.
love really blinded people.
when i was really went deep with her, i have doubts and ended the relationships.

certainly, i do not know what will happen next.
i do not have any idea.
of course, i do hope that there will be a good ending.
that is my dream.
in my dreams.

however, i have face the reality, accept the truth so that my heart will be at peace and calm.
and move on.

choose others but not me

choose him, not me

choose him, not me.
choose him as your lifelong companion.
with tears in my eyes and heartache, i must pretend that it never happened.

i am so dumb

no wonder people told me that i did not have any chance.
now i know.

wake up call

i have been living in our own dream.
i have been dreaming all along the while.
a wake up call, indeed

promise

i have promised to give her a bottle of perfume.
and i will give her.

be free

set ourselves free.
set ourselves free from the desires.

calm before the storm

destiny

what's choice do i have?
is it destiny?
i do not know.
i do not know where it will be heading.
i just do not know.

Falling in love, yet again

I never planned to fall in love with her, helplessly.
It just happened, and we always went against our heart and in the end, things come to pass.
The last time we fell in love, it occurred.
Now I knew that we fell in love, yet again.
Alas.
It comes so naturedly that we are not conscious of it until I told myself to let her go.
By then, it was just too late.
Things transpired for some reasons.
For a brief moment such as this, I would like to take a break and fortunately, that she was working three afternoon shifts. I shall not see her soon.

It is good.
At least I have some breathing space over the series of events unfolding last week have been traumatic. Dramatic and heart pounding.

follow your heart

how wrong i am!
i have to admit that i am totally wrong.
in the end, she is the one.
yes.

she is the one, indeed.

i have almost missed an opportunity that once comes, it would never return back.
from these incidents, i knew that i have to follow my heart.
it always tells the truth.
always when something happened did i realized that i have seized the chance, the only chance i have.

so, just follow your heart.

somehow i will find the way, the right way to happiness in life.

she

she is not the one

after much thinking and pondering, i have decided to let go her, indeed.
it is not an easy decision.
i am also not no more young and knew that once the chance passes by, i may not have the same anymore.
alas.
over the years later, when i glanced back over my shoulders, i still make the same decision and will not regret.
like's like this, anyway.
of course, i am reluctantly let go her.
she is not the one.

let it all go

i remembered asking people to let it all go, but now i have to tell myself to let it go, too.
i found myself falling in love again, and from the start, i knew i have to let her go, even though i really likes her very much.
life is like that.
still, there are today to live, hopes for tomorrow.
i shall let her go and move on.