loner

loner.
choice or destiny.
i simply had no answer.
just lived with it.
be contented with what i have at present.

i have been thinking of getting a wife, but i knew there will be a price that i have to pay.
something got to give.
this, make me uncomfortable and i am going on,like the usual.
as i have been living like this for so many years,

the recent heartaching breakup was just an excuse, i knew.

however, when there is an opportunity, i will seize it as i knew it will never come back, again.

have been thinking lately and certain things are clear-cut that i needed not to think too much.

case closed.

i am trying not to think too much, talk too much as i discover many things which i do not fully aware of them,only until recently.

it has been a eye opener,but i forget it, let it go and move on.