Part II
i have asked my good friend about her.
she noticed that she has became even skinny after the breakup.
she had made the decision that it was a "no"for us and she chose over her 3-years indian Muslim friend.
i knew that we have both suffered.
i myself lost 2 kg too.
my friend also noticed that she has been thinking too much lately on her last night and was not her usual self.
i was surprised to hear this and now that we have part, i could not say too much.
my friend also surprised to hear that i will be accepting not only her but her two kids as well.
she asked me whether i took them as a whole.
i replied affirmative.
i intended to ived with her and her two kids as well.
i have bought a flat.
but she has rejected me 3 weeks ago.
she has in fact perferred her indian muslim.
it was difficult to be in the middle of her two best friends, and i have forced her to make a decisive decision.
i did not like things hanging in the air.
i myself also made a huge bet as well and lost heavily.
i have accepted her decision and glad that it was all over for us.
however,i was still much in love with her.
it will stayed on for a long while.